boo

i don't like how you make me feel the entire span of human emotion within a couple hours. especially when i haven't talked to you for at least a month or two! and you can still make me swoon with your sweet remarks, and then get me to tell you my innermost thoughts, "tell me, how do you know i wont understand??", then you slam it in my face. crushing me, my feelings, all possibility. i can't subject myself to this torment everytime you reappear. i'm tired...