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..[10 Bands You Love].. 1. alkaline trio 2. muse 3. AFI 4. brand new 5. the early november 6. incubus 7. hanson 8. coheed and cambria 9. osker 10. silverchair ..[09 Things That Make You Smile].. 1. brianna/katie 2. james 3. my new love..count yourself lucky if you know who that is.. 4. music 5. my lamb purse 6. eternal sunshine 7. shopping 8. singing along to really good songs 9. movies..in general ..[08 Things You Wear Daily].. 1. friendship bracelet 2. ring 3. glasses 4. watch 5. jeans 6. flips/shoes 7. tshirt 8. something to cover my arm ..[07 Things That Annoy You].. 1. waking up late for midterms 2. misspellings 3. capital letters 4. being lied to 5. babysitting 6. lack of time 7. missing stuff ..[06 Things You're Looking Foward To].. 1. seeing where james and i go 2. being a writer 3. socal 4. love 5. music 6. summer ..[05 Things You're Scared Of].. 1. being alone..but i don't have to worry about that anymore :) 2. giving myself over completely ( but i know i have to do it ) 3. being honest 4. running out of time 5. staying in northern california ..[04 Things That Are On Your Desk].. 1. eternal sunshine 2. sunglasses 3. lots of pens 4. booooookkkksss ..[03 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over Again].. 1. eternal sunshine 2. cruel intentions 3. amelie ..[02 Of Your Faviorte Songs At The Moment].. 1. muse - sing for absolution 2. hanson - penny & me ..[01 Person That You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With].. 1. you know.. today sucked ass so far. i emailed my teacher and he said I could turn my essay in late, but I didn't get the email until after I got home from taking the test, so i turned the essay in at school anyways. the shit essay. so i emailed him back to see if i can revise it and turn it in on Thursday. here's hoping. oh yeah, and adam and i got our journalism midterms back..we didn't do as bad as we thought. i got a C. woot for me. i went to bed smiling again last night. i couldn't stop. it was beautiful. so many things. i love brianna, and i like james. and the idea..the thought..the possibility.. its overwhelming. FOR YOU: i am ready to tell you what has been going on. but i want it to be to your face. and i want you to know that i'm not expecting a good reaction..i wish i could write it all down so i make sure i don't forget to say anything. i want you to understand, and i don't like keeping you out of my life like this..but, i really don't know how you will react. but i promise you, its a very good thing. not bad. i feel so happy and fulfilled.
