i'm sorry
but i feel bad..like eating my heart out..like i always get.. things are so weird right now.. everything i eat makes me sick..if i don't eat, i get sick.. i don't understand what is going on with the people around me.. i'm scared its all coming to an end.. i just want to move to somewhere and start over.. where no one knows what a jerk i am..or where i came from, and i can make up a whole new existence.