tell me why...

no really, just tell me. i can't do that anymore. sit around and watch. its not fun. at least when i'm the only one. i hate symbolism. i'm so stuck in between. i don't like this, but that doesn't suit me either. so what is between this and that? nothing but me. quote of the night: "i like how you're sitting up here playing minesweeper." "yeah and i already set all the records." its true: you always want what you'll never be.