procrastination

the last couple weeks have been great. i think its about time to self destruct again. this has been too long of a happy streak. time to fuck myself up a bit and enjoy the climb out. i think my life is incomplete with out heartbreak. i almost bought some pencil sharpeners yesterday. which is funny, because i think the only kind of pencils in this house are mechanical. the scars on my arms are starting to go away. you can really only see about 5 unless you look really hard. i feel good about that. -peace-carly-