an eventful day?

okay: went to visit grandma...she's sick, she's dying, and I get to take her to the doctor on Wednesday. YAY for me. My dad is depressed and wants to get me a guitar, and he wants me to join his band. So maybe I will play drums in an oldies cover band. then i went to my other grandma's to see my new baby cousin. He is the tiniest thing I have ever seen. I was scared to hold him cuz he was so small. I was talking to my aunt, who I haven't seen in a while because of all the adoption stuff, and she kept saying stuff like, oh you're soo pretty, did you do something different? i dunno, it feels really good to hear someone say you're pretty, even if it is your family. tomorrow, I have to take my brother to the dentist, then I have an appt at the oral surgeon. and on friday I am going to go visit my aunt and her two kids. I bet she will appreciate that. My other cousin is about a year old, and she's soo precious. I babysat her yesterday, and she's sooo cute. she's starting to walk around with a little help, and she's got the cutest sense of humor. well, i'm off to do whatever... everything is gonna be alright, be strong believe.