i found myself facedown in at ditch, booze in my hair, blood on my lips

I'M GOING TO KENYA!!! i feel so much like this opportunity is coming right now to affirm all the work that God has done in my heart in the last few months. why would i feel this incredible burden on my heart for this time, and then have the exact opportunity to do what i've been dreaming of fall into my lap so unexpectedly? i feel like puzzle pieces are matching up, stars are aligning, watches are synchronizing... here we go. i have a poem and a painting in my heart right now. they will be coming out very soon. and i'm excited for that. :)