i can't swear this is how it happened, but this is how it felt...

my heart is exploding with emotions, ideas, words of wisdom, thank yous, etc. and i don't know what to do with them all. i can't wait for the moment when i am able to write all this down, and express it in the ways that i know i was meant to. i can't wait for the moment when i can truly express to you the impact you've had on my life, and have you fully appreciate the fact that i would not be who i am today if it werent for you. sadly, that moment may never come for many of you, whether we've had a falling out, or we will before the chance presents itself. i can't wait to live.